Sometimes, a sudden contraction happens in this mind when I think about my progress in life and on what I am. It's about me trying to know myself.


Before Isha :

Shirdi Sai happened to me as a friend. I never knew the value of Him as He happened to me just like that. I enjoyed life but I was with many doubts related to God and Life. He, being an amazing Guru guided me(and is) in every walk of life. I thought that education, career, marriage and everything in life is separate from spirituality. I created a wall. I divided the worlds saying materialistic vs spiritual. But all these gel well together is what I realized late. I was not conscious enough in knowing this at that moment. I used to create many things unknowingly and never knew that thought has it's power. Even at the worst times, He was my only strength. He was the only one who made me know who Radhe Krishna was. Tears flooded when with Him. Amazing experience. When am nutty at times(out of track), He pulls me saying you saw me through your dream and that is reality.


After Isha :

Thanks to Sai for showing me my another dream. Life changed altogether with many notes to put on. Isha actually helped me in breaking my barriers. After the downs at all levels(physical, emotional, mental, energy), I consciously knew how to enjoy life and what peace means. My doubts related to Lord Shiva and many things about life got cleared. Actually Bhakthi enhanced. It's like you giving yourself away in everything you do. And Guru Puja was the one which made me feel that SAI picked me and not me selecting Him as a friend. How stupid? He cracked this nut. Thanks SAI. You are Sadhguru and you are everything. Doing Guru Puja is the only means in which I can offer myself completely to you. Thank You.