Nothing matters when you are badly sick. [festivals, food, customs...]
Nothing matters you even when hurt, if you are a realized being.
Nothing matters who is beside you when you experience Oneness. [enemy, friend, animal, ...]
Nothing matters when you know to befriend Death.
Nothing matters when your mind becomes Still.
Nothing matters when you know Who You Are...

Now as I still don't know how to get there, everything matters...
The song that I would love to listen every time is here. Check the link, if interested. :)

Shirdi Sai 'Allah Malik' annappudalla asalu deeni ardhamemito thelusukundaamu anukunedaani. Luckygaa, after long wait, anukokundaa ee July nelalo oka vaartha pathrika lo ee samacharam dorikindi. :)

Islam(Salima+Aslama)
Salima ante saanthiyuthamga undatam. Aslama ante bhakthi vinamratha, vidheyathalatho undatam.

Allah(Al+Ilah)
Al means no gender and Ilah ante Srushtikartha.

Quran(Khara ante chadavatam)
Veetilo Surahlu untaayi. Surah ante adhyayam(moththam 114 adhyayalu untaayi).

Pravaktha Muhammad(sa.a.sam)
sa.a.sam = "salallaahu alaihi va sallam" ante Allah anugraham shanthi labhinchugaaka.

Quran Grandham --> 114 Surahlu
1 Surah --> slokam, charanam, divyasandesam(together, it's Ayat)
Ante, oka Surah lo enno Ayat's untaayi.
Quranloni vakyaniki Ayat ani peru.

Amaam = mundu, eduta
Imaam = mundunnavaadu, nayakudu (Mathaguruvu, Ayat lanu raasina vyakthi)

Salaat, Namaaz = Praardhana

Alvida = Veedkolu

Ruku = Bhoomiki samantharamgaa Namaazlo nadumu vanchi unde theeru.

Sizda = Mokarilli rendu arachethulni nelapai aanchi nosatini nasikanu nelaku aaninchi unde vidhanam. Sizda chese sthalanni Masjid antaaru.

Namaazku mundu thappanisariga mukham, chethulu, kaallu kadukkune prathyeka vidhananni 'Vuju' antaaru.

Iman = Allah okkade ani chiththasuddhi, achanchala visvaasam kaligi undatam
Mumin = Aa visvaasam kaligi unnavadu(athanidi parinatha drushti)

Rahima = karuna, daya, kanikaram
Rahman/Rahima= karunamayudu, kanikarinchevaadu

Rasul = Daiva sandesanni konipoyevaadu, sadesanni sveekarinchina pravaktha
[Arsala=pampadam, Risala=sandesam]
Dabaa = visishtamaina vaartha, sandesam leka prakatana
Nabi = pravaktha(sandesaanni grahinchi prajalaku andajesevadu)

Mohammad pravaktha(sa.a.sam) Makkah nunchi Madinah ku valasapovadaanni Hijrat antaaru.

Deen = Daiva nammakam, Matham theerpu
Takbir ante Allahu Akbar ani cheppadam
Akbar = andarikante, annintikante goppavaadu

1. Ee madhya travel chesthunnappudu, nenu observe chesthunnadi, chinnapillalu adukkovadam. Ofcourse, mundu chusaaanu. But ippudu inkaa ekkuvayyindi. It's hurting me. Edo okati cheyaali. Idi oka business ayipoyindi ippudu. :( Temples deggara enti, ekkada padithe akkada kanipisthunnaaru. Peddavaallu vaalla svardham kosam veella childhood ni nasanam chesthunnaru. Manam dabbulu daanam chesthunnamu anukuntaam kaani akkada pillalu inkaa ekkuva mandi thayaaru avuthunnaaru. Alaa, maname vaalla bhavisthyaththuni naasanam chesthunnamu. Daanam cheyaali anukunte, donate veggies/fruits/biscuits, adi kudaa peddavaallaki(old age) lekapothe health related issues tho suffer avuthunna vaallaki.
I wish this child begging stops very soon.
Oka local train lo ee website chusaanu... Hope, this helps in proceeding further. http://stopchildbegging.webs.com/

2. Buses strike valla, monna local train chaala rush gaa undi. Ladies compartment unnaa, train aage okka nimisham ki, aa rush lo I couldn't get into it. General ekkesaa. Akkada Gents comments, Ladies di undi kadaa, adi ekkithe baagundedi adi idi ani... Vinna vinnaa, I couldn't take it for long, idi Gents compartment aa ani adigaaa??? General ae kadaa, meeru elaa ekkaro nenu alaane ekkaa anna. Debbaki andaru silent. I had my respect. 1 good thing is people understood.

3. Ninna temple ki vellinappudu, enduko akkada money hundilo veyaali anipinchaledu. Thought of doing something outside.. So, got fruits and donated the same(kushtivyadhitho baadhpaduthunna vaallu). Vaalla kallalo nenu chusina happiness was amazing. But, entha kaalam ilaa bayate untaaru? Eminaa homes unnayemo thelusukuni vaallani cherpinchaali.

4. Eppudu bayata unna andaalane(nature) photos theesthu undedaani. Suddengaa 2 days nundi enduko, nenu chaala vaatini differentiate chesthunna ani ardhamayyindi. I am not able to look at everything in the same way. Nenu maaaraali. Started seeing life the other way. Road meeda bobbalu unna sareeramtho nadusthunna vyakthini chusaa... Suddengaa moham thippesukunnaa.. Nenu enti ilaa anukuni malli chusaa. I took that courage to see him. Tharuvaatha people suffering with leprosy and all. Chudatam modalu pettaa. Mundu oka laanti bhayam undedi. Vaallu manalaanti manushulekadaa anipinchi, velli vaallake apples ichchi vachchaaa. Felt happy from inside. Inkaa nenu chaala vaatini overcome cheyaali.. I know it will happen as it already started... :) For all this change in me, I can only thank Sadhguru.

5. Fears still strike. Burralo thoughts unnantha kaalam ee badha thappadu kadaa. I know the medicine. Serious effort pettali.