Today I wonder whether it's me who wrote what I wrote(blog posts). Life did change. It did give me it's timely quotes.

" It's not about who's mistake. It's about who is affected and how they come out. " [2016]

" When I am in love with the shades of the clouds, I forget myself and will just be there. I never even think about the clear blue sky. It means I am with the moment. But when I come to know the shades of the people, it becomes difficult to be with the moment and I think of peace. How is that possible? "
[2016]

" Every moment passed becomes memories. Good ones framed, bad ones to be forgotten, present moment to be lived. " [2017]

A moment of despair,
a moment of longing,
a moment of chaos
from who is my Guru
to what is this life upto
All together a decision to be made.
At that moment, grace descended
holding me every moment,
giving hope,
helping me move on.
Can thanks be ever sufficient?

Me : Been observing life in repetitions. How to break the cycle/loop?
From Within(FW) : Observe your life, answer is there... Okay, how did you leave Chennai?
Me : With love and respect. :)
FW : Was that there before?
Me : No. I used to hate the place.. People's plays added more.
FW : How did you change?
Me : Few good friends did change my thoughts. My long pending dream, learning Yoga through Isha happened. And that became a memorable and beautiful phase. Enjoyed life to the core. It was a blessing.
FW : So, change happened right?
Me : Yes...
FW : You were saying something about people's plays?
Me : That never mattered much...
FW : How come?
Me : Pure Joy, good friends took over all these...
FW : Good. Then what now?
Me : I think I am stuck and again in the same old cycle..
FW : Do you love the place you stay right now?
Me : Yes...
FW : (Smiles)... You have the answer.
Me : You mean, only when you have that love and respect for people, whoever/whatever/however they are, only then you can come out of the loop...
FW : Yes and if you want to progress faster, this is the only mantra. Life always moves on with something or the other. Now, you do know how to and you will... Cheers!

It's been months being active here. With a mobile in hand, couldn't spend much time writing up and the life within me did divert me. What to say, it was with many twists... Now, things did get far better. Enjoying the phase.. But somewhere, am getting more attached towards everything in life. Getting inside the loop. At the same time, knowing stuff and not able to do anything is sort of not Me. Need to work on it.

" Do not suffer through chasing after the world and its ways, but attain peace by running along the straight path to the Heart. " - Ramana Maharshi

Yes, it's true. Chasing can only create confusions and get you more tired of everything in the world. There is never a full stop. It's all about beliefs and it's mismatch. Be it out of fear, ego or any... pressurizing others always happens. But how can one come out of all this gracefully? Meditation... Yes, that does help. You may find solutions but along with that one needs to 'Be Only In The Present'.

Did stop everything that I had learnt and that's the reason for this post.. :)
Recently started Isha Kriya... Wishing that it would help me in every way and yes progress must happen.

"Satsangatve Nissangatvam
 Nissangatve Nirmohatvam
 Nirmohatve Nischalatattvam
 Nischalatattve Jeevanmukthih"  - Jagadguru Sri Adi Sankaracharya

For meaning, visit the blog : http://saadhanabhaarati.blogspot.in/p/bhaja-govindam-discussion.html

Me : What is the meaning of life?
Mind : Nothing.. It's false.. (answer was momentary)
Me : Was asking the same question again and again until an answer came from Within.. Even was thinking of Sri Ramana Maharshi a lot that moment.. Was desperate.
From Within : "Life is a drama, play it.."
Me : This answer kept echoing and slowly it drew me to sleep..

Later, the meaning was so naturally flowing like the calm sea waves..
"Life is like a drama. Act in it but never be in it. Once you be in it, you can never enjoy life the way it is as you get stuck with it. So a distance must be maintained."
And then, I remembered Isha Kriya.. It's about that distance from body and mind. Need to practice regularly. Every answer about attachment, involvement lies here. How much ever you know does not matter.. What matters is only when a conscious effort is made.

Now I can relate this to the other stuff that was ringing in me a month back.. It's about the Sun and the Moon.
Sun : Live totally and intensely... :)
Moon : It always has a smile, be it any moment, even when it's nearing to New Moon - a point to be noted.. At the time of death, can anyone have a smile? But here, there is a possibility only when that distance is maintained.. Got my answer on how can one be joyful all the time after a month.. Thanks to the SELF.

Recited few poems of  Yogi Vemana in my childhood. Actually had to, as there was no other option left... Today if you ask, I enjoy even the thought of it... :)